smiling,who's that fool?

It is 3.30am. I m sitting here and doing nothing. Suddenly, you appeared on my mind. I wished you were honest to me last time, and not denying everything.This is not what i hoped for.I got blurred for every decision you made,when yan gave me clue that you're still in love with me.I stunned.you stopped me for chasing you,avoided me,refused to text me back and... why did you choose a hard path? don't be silly if you think that's best for me. Nothing is except,you. you're the best thing ever happened on my.you gave me hope,you change me,you guided me,you care and most importantly you made me feel being loved. I was wondering of something the night after we settled things down,would i ever make the same decision if i have the time machine? i would say yes. I would decide to study form 6. I would choose to have fun with my gang. but i wouldn't choose to leave you. i'm a fool. A fool that gave threw things up. I fool that loves you so much,until it leads to lust. Fool. I smiled every time people call me ''fool li hui'' because i know i'm surely is. I don't mind you hurting me,although it is pain,but guess what,i'm a tough and strong human. I'll still love you like i always do,even if i move on. I'll be by your side whenever you needs me. Love you.

hate you? not a chance

It’s an aweful day here. Things just went wrong all the time. Why is this happening? If i did something wrong, just tell me. I would love to hear it rather than you blocked me on msn and deleted me on facebook. I suppose you had read my posts from both networks, but it wasn’t you whom i meant. It’s a guy, he’s my primary school friend . What makes you think that it is you? I love you so much.. more than everything. Why would it be you the one i hate?

remember november

November

A month to remember

days filled with sorrows, tired eyes and brain

Weeks filled with examination papers

mouth are filled with junk foods

hands are filled with books and notes

lips murmuring and legs crossed

phone are off and the sounds of fan spinning

made my heart beat goes fast

All of sudden, pupils called and requested of shutting down the system

and it ends up on bed..

One wish

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

love,

fei

my love to you,maria.

The heart never forgets. It’s been awhile since we last spoke. I finally told you I miss you. You did not say it back. This time when I said I’m done, I meant it. I will never stop loving you. But I will try to move on and find better love. I know years from now my heart will still have a special spot for you. I know I don’t deserve love from you. But I love you. I was shattered and broken. But somehow..I found the strength within..I never knew I had. I still cry sometimes after everything we have been through. After everything we've done together, I recall it all the time. What I did together with you, were the sweetest ever. If I'm allowed to have special wish, I would hope that the memories between us would behold in me until I die.

what a day!

Today is the day i had been waiting throughout the whole week. The day to present company analysis about Starbucks company and the final quiz for business maths.And guess what,our marketing lecturer praised us for doing extremely well on our company analysis!! Yahooo..

Business mathematics' Humor

4pm,dewan kuliah pusat 3

Dr Q=LEC Students=Stu

Hundreds of students had all the emo, sad and frustrated faces while they sat for the quiz.

Lec:'' you can open your books and refer to the examples''

Stu:''YAY!!''

Lec:''Shhhhh...but...but... if you fail your quiz for this time,i will not let you pass your final exam''

Stu:"HARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' ''why like that!!!!"

Lec:''HARH????????'' ''Shhh...Now do..Come on.. time is running.Only 4 questions."

After 4 mintues

Lec:''1 minute left''

Stu:"HARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' !$@?#%#$*

Lec:"HARH??????????"

(LAUGHS)

Lec:''Ok.Few more questions''

Stu:"Sighhhhhhhhhhh~~~"

Lec:''Come on-come on''

(Moments later)

Lec:''who thinks that the question is simple? please raise your hand.''

NONE.

Lec:''who thinks that 50% of these are easy? please put up your hand''

NONE.

Lec:''are the questions hard?''

Stu:"YES'

Lec:''how are is it?''

Stu:"VERY HARD"

Lec:''Owwww... ''

then he continued ''Come on-come on, continue solving.''

(Minutes later)

Lec: ''today is just the revision for the quiz,ok?''

Stu: ''Ahhh!!!'' ''YAY''

(CLAPS)

Lec: ''shhhh... now, the reason why i make it as revision is because a lot of students went to labuan for competition. So next week will be the real quiz.Ok?''

Stu:''Kkkkkk...''

(CLAPS)

Lec:'' So make sure you go back and revise all,and come back again next week''

Students: ''Oooo''

Maths is my killing subject. i died twice for the last 2 tests. Now, i given up all my soul and mind on it. i don't feel like loving it anymore. i wish i have a twin sister who could help me to sit for it. Sigh...

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disini aku merindukan dirimu

kini kucoba mencari penggantimu

namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

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