smiling,who's that fool?

It is 3.30am. I m sitting here and doing nothing. Suddenly, you appeared on my mind. I wished you were honest to me last time, and not denying everything.This is not what i hoped for.I got blurred for every decision you made,when yan gave me clue that you're still in love with me.I stunned.you stopped me for chasing you,avoided me,refused to text me back and... why did you choose a hard path? don't be silly if you think that's best for me. Nothing is except,you. you're the best thing ever happened on my.you gave me hope,you change me,you guided me,you care and most importantly you made me feel being loved. I was wondering of something the night after we settled things down,would i ever make the same decision if i have the time machine? i would say yes. I would decide to study form 6. I would choose to have fun with my gang. but i wouldn't choose to leave you. i'm a fool. A fool that gave threw things up. I fool that loves you so much,until it leads to lust. Fool. I smiled every time people call me ''fool li hui'' because i know i'm surely is. I don't mind you hurting me,although it is pain,but guess what,i'm a tough and strong human. I'll still love you like i always do,even if i move on. I'll be by your side whenever you needs me. Love you.